11 month anniversary letter <3 <3 <3

happy 11 month anniversary!!! . these last 11 months have genuinely been the best time of my life because of you and i am so thankful to you for that. im sorry that ive been a terrible boyfriend lately. i know you feel like i havent been putting in enough effort and thats my fault, im sorry. i havent been able to call a lot and i tried to make up for it in other ways but i know i need to make more time to call. but im so lucky to have you and i love you so much and even though things havent been great for the past 2 months, i still love you more than ever and that wont change at all. i miss you so damn much and i would give so much to be with you again. thank you for being in my life. (PS. i got something but its still not here so you have to wait a while)  (ALSO really close to a year  cant wait)